I know it’s uber hard to stay positive when life keeps throwing lemons at you.  But you can do this. I’m sitting here just finishing my dinner of homemade pizza ( just like we used to make) and deciding what strength and courage I can send you tonight.  You are constantly in my thoughts as all my friends will tell you.  I eat stuff that reminds me of you.  I buy stuff that reminds me of you.  And even through all of this I’m sure good things have happened for you.  Purity got her license and Bea will be getting a phone soon.  That’s right!  Bea’s birthday month is here.  T minus twelve days and counting.  Good stuff is coming and good stuff is all around you.  Keep looking for it.  It’s there.