This is one of my favorite Christian ministers/motivational speakers.  He wrote a book called The Secret Things of God.  It applies the concepts you learned in the video you just saw The Secret, with a more Christian point of view.  I’m trying to help you have more faith.  Give this short video a try.  I wish I’d given you a bible the last time I got to see you.  I’m sure you can get your hands on one.  Your mom might have one. I know your grandmother does.  Also, if you find one in a thrift store, they will usually just give it to you.